it's like my feelings have been uplifted. things are heading in a better direction these past few days. my friends have been hitting me with some good advice lately. rj said the old girls are what turned me into this monster.. they made me the way i am ..the reason i cover my emotions or hide the way i feel is because of them. they sorta darkened my life some what ..but it's cool .. i actually wanna thank them for showing me what NOT to do in the future. so thanks for turning me into this "monster" as RJ says. my life couldn't be better right now. thanks to the old girls and thanks to my friends for pulling me out of that hole i was falling in.